We were in a hurry to get home, and no one wanted to run anymore

Do you say that the days are beginning to become commonplace,
There are very few things that can bring tears to your eyes,
No longer longing to dream of anyone,
I no longer desire to be dreamed of by anyone.
You just think
The people who want to stay have long gone,
The people who wanted to see them had not yet arrived.
There no longer seems to be anything that can awaken your smile in the moment,
Let your heart fire again.
Oh, yes
You’ve finally become an immovable adult.
You’ve finally reached such an age,
You’ve learned to tell what’s more important,
learned to heal the unsightly pain,
You have learned to say goodbye in silence,
learned to give up grievances,
Knowing the clouds and sunny days,
also suffered all the joys and sorrows.
You’ve finally been oxidized to rust by life,
Carrying a whole body and mind, he walked to the slit that led to maturity.

Listen to people,
Bear with me!
If you endure it a little longer, you can see the sun shining through the exit.
So you grit your teeth,
Another man continued on his way non-stop.
Alone in the dark,
Walked for a long time, for a long time,
But I still can’t see the light that surprises people.
Maybe you’ve not gone far enough,
You comfort yourself like this.
But why think about it,
I still feel lost.
Even if you are familiar with so many truths,
Enlightened so many people,
and received so many encouragements,
But why is it late at night,
The crowd dispersed,
You face yourself in the mirror,
But it is still inevitable to feel strange and empty.
The figure that is constantly busy and running around in the daytime,
At this moment, it seems that he is suffering from a chronic and chronic serious illness,
No one even cares.

I’ve been lonely for a long time and still haven’t gotten better.
It feels like the whole world is snickering and laughing,
How proud I can be,
Is it good to be vulnerable.
Whenever I hear this lyric,
Your heart will always be gently pierced by it.
Oh, yes
How proud you can be,
Is it good to be vulnerable.
How can you have the perseverance they say,
How can you be very good at being strong,
In fact, you are obviously very sensitive to many things,
But he often pretends to be calm without saying anything.
You know that some emotions come out at the risk of ridicule and disdain.
You know that weakness and groaning should be restrained before men,
You’re afraid that the words don’t match,
I’m afraid that some thoughts don’t choose the right words,
Instead, it can be misinterpreted.
So you have to live carefully,
Love with the same care.
You don’t dare to be too delicate to miss the past,
I felt that many of the years before were forbidden pools that should not be crossed,
So much so that you are always very cautious about the proportions of your memories,
For fear that I will not stand firm on the ladder of the present past,
The next moment, it hurts to fall yourself.

During several sleepless nights,
You’ve tried to dig some gentle and powerful comfort out of a name to put you to sleep,
But in the end, I found that there is actually no name suitable for you in this late night.
The old love has a new love,
Those who failed to become old lovers have long been urged by time to leave.
And those who want to be your new love now,
There is still no soul that can produce the body temperature that makes you want to be close.
It seems like you’re not right with anyone,
And no one is possible.
You’re not visionary,
You’re just too scared to give yourself the wrong arms.
You don’t feel like you’re actually that good.
So whenever someone wants to approach you,
When trying to love you,
You always want to put your dark side, your bad nature,
All kinds of shortcomings are in front of him,
so that he may retreat from the difficulty,
Or let him think twice.
Of course you want to get better and better,
But just worry that when you’re not that good,
They’ll just think you’re too good,
I’m going to get more and more disappointed in the future.
You’re so afraid of letting people down,
But what you are more afraid of is that if you finally please the people around you are satisfied with you,
At that time, will you be unrecognizable because of yourself,
And even more disappointed in yourself?
You’re afraid you’re running around so hard,
only to find themselves further away from the real exit.
What a contradiction people are!
On the journey through time, everyone is tired,
But it may not be able to return with a full load.
It’s like you’ve tried so hard to like another person
But it doesn’t necessarily mean that you will be able to fill the pockets of love.
On the contrary, they have to go into debt for it.

I can’t sleep at night,
Many people expect that the effort can be proportional to the return,
So it often backfires.
And you’ve also suffered because of this obsession,
Even when you’re finally bearish,
I still can’t help but sigh,
It turns out that no one can escape losses,
You can’t maintain a balance between gains and losses.
It turns out that you are not as relieved as you seem,
Your gloom and pessimism are no less than others.
But you know,
On this road of his own, which collapses and joins together,
You have to bite the bullet and move forward seriously.
You can’t stand back,
Can’t look back,
You can’t waste your time wandering around all the time.
After all, no matter how tortuous it is,
The place I’ve worked so hard to go to shouldn’t be worse than before!
Oh, yes
Then go ahead!
When you really get to the exit,
I wish someone could hold your hand at the right time,
His palm is just right to hold all your pain and hope.
Like an immediate pill that cures all your loneliness and fears.
I really hope that the blessings you have received can be fulfilled little by little,
I didn’t struggle so hard in the abyss before.
I really hope that the affection you have been pressing for a long time will one day be for a certain figure,
And in the cracks of the stones, it blooms like a fierce tiger.
At that time, we can probably determine the person we dream of meeting the most.
Definitely!


