Have you ever had such a time?

Have you ever had such moments?

I really want to cry, but I’m still smiling.

Care deeply but pretend not to care.

Although he/she really wanted to stay, he/she firmly said he/she would leave.

Despite being in great pain, they insist on saying they are very happy.

Even though they can’t forget, they say they have already forgotten.

Have you ever had such moments?

Obviously, what one says is a falsehood against one’s heart, but one claims it to be one’s sincere words.

Obviously, tears are welling up in one’s eyes, yet one holds one’s head high.

Obviously, the situation is already irreversible, but one remains persistent.

Have you ever had such moments?

For no apparent reason, you’re in a bad mood and don’t want to talk to anyone.

You just want to be alone, in a daze, and reminisce about the people and things that are gone.

Suddenly, you feel irritable and everything seems unpleasant to you.

Your heart feels stuffy and panicky, and you desperately want to find an outlet.

You find that the people around you don’t understand you at all.

When facing the people around you, you suddenly find yourself at a loss for words.

Have you ever had such moments?

Suddenly, you feel that you don’t fit in with the world.

The things you’ve always held on to have completely changed overnight.

Sometimes, you want to hide away by yourself, not wanting others to see your wounds.

Suddenly, you really want to cry, but you’re too sad to shed any tears.